- Mood:
Movingon
caution: this is a ranter.
i have no timeeeee.
school and friends and LIFE are sucking up all of my time.
it's awesome though.
i LOVE it here; it's like my home now.
im really upset in the back of my mind though because my family has to sell the house. i guess i just epically beat them at the moving out part, since im already gone.
but im not upset about the moving. not at all; it's JUST a house. just about the fact that they have to repaint everything.
THEY ARE REPAINTING THE ROOM THAT I SPENT LIKE A WEEK PAINTING BRIGHT ORANGE LAST AUGUST. it was one of the coolest things i have ever done, and it took a ton of work. i hate that it was only that way for a year. my best friend in the whole wide world never even saw it cause she lives a few towns over and we didnt get a chance to hang out.
also, they are repainting the kitchen wall. when i was in eighth grade, my dad had me paint one of my sunset drawings onto the kitchen wall to surprise my mom and brother when they came home from vacation. it was one of the defining moments of that summer for me. we considered framing it, and last summer they redid the white wall and painted around the mural.
NOW THEY ARE COVERING IT OVER COMPLETELY. sent a cell phone pic to me, as if that will make up for it. it feels like my creativity is being crushed. they are destroying art.
i cant stand knowing that even things painted on walls can be just so easily ruined. and they are knowingly doing so. they can keep the kitchen mural. it makes the room look awesome.
the worst part of this is that i wont even be home before they do it. i didnt know when i moved that it wouldnt be there by the time i got back. it SUCKS. the colors they got to repaint the room with SUCK. and plus, i dont know if they will still have the house in a few months, so when i come home for fall break, i have to pack up everything i left behind. EVERYTHING.
well, it's fine. i'll deal with it later; it's 100 miles away right now. i have other things to think about than this. i just needed to rant a bit. i hate creativity being destroyed. that's basically what im trying to say. especially when it's something that i took so much time and effort to create, thinking it would last a very very long time. not just five years tops.