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i never thought

Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 7:03 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: "Mirror"- BarlowGirl
that i would ever be like this.
i wish i could be happy.
but i cant.
not now.




and i wish i could say whats bugging me so badly.
but i cant.
not here.




and i hate hearing everyone saying theyre sorry,
hate telling them the truth cause i know how theyll react.
but they dont know everything.
thats the problem.
they dont know what it's like, not at all.


im just so sick of all the negative energy in my life right now.
i wish i could flush it all out.
be whole again.

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~mute-lambs3:iconmute-lambs3: May 9, 2008, 7:39:23 AM
Oh, sweetie, you need to cheer yourself up. Why don't you and Dave go out on a date or something?

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Stress: The mind's reaction to suppressing the urge to beat the shit out of some moron who really deserves it!

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I apologize that my president is an incomptent moron.
~uniquely-random:iconuniquely-random: May 9, 2008, 2:48:27 PM
well he was one of the disappointments.
im a lot more cheery today though.
and actually we are going out tonight.

where were you today?!
you missed..... absolutely nothing haha.
boring lunch.
the packaging of my food read "made with smiles" at the beginning of the ingredients list.
that was pretty fantastic.
and in soc we just watched freedom writers cause fox wasnt there.

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:b0x0rz: Wheee, dancing pants!!! :]
~mute-lambs3:iconmute-lambs3: May 10, 2008, 6:29:29 PM
Ooh... I see. I'm sorry, honey. I was in Pennsylvania. I told you that, right? I know I did. Junior Admissions Day at Swarthmore.

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Stress: The mind's reaction to suppressing the urge to beat the shit out of some moron who really deserves it!

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I apologize that my president is an incomptent moron.
~uniquely-random:iconuniquely-random: 5 days 19 hours ago
yeah, i remembered you telling me on thursday and i just never remembered on friday. then i remembered on saturday again, haha.

did that movie end today in class? cause guess what. fox is gonna kill me.. but im not gonna be in class again tm either... blurr recording :]

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:b0x0rz: Wheee, dancing pants!!! :]
~mute-lambs3:iconmute-lambs3: 5 days 1 hour ago
Yeah, we finished movie. You can bring ice-cream tomorrow, just so you know.

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Stress: The mind's reaction to suppressing the urge to beat the shit out of some moron who really deserves it!

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I apologize that my president is an incomptent moron.
~uniquely-random:iconuniquely-random: 3 days 22 hours ago
yay, i love how i didnt get that message until we actually broke out the ice cream. :]

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:b0x0rz: Wheee, dancing pants!!! :]
~mute-lambs3:iconmute-lambs3: 3 days 1 hour ago
Well, you had some anyway, so no harm done, right?

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Stress: The mind's reaction to suppressing the urge to beat the shit out of some moron who really deserves it!

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I apologize that my president is an incomptent moron.